Saturday, July 17, 2010
Shall start with random facts I have.
1. i am quite proud altho i have nothing to be proud of.
2. i don't like eating too much cake. i'll hurl.
3. i like teddy bears.
4. i have naturally brown hair. it's brown, i swear it is.
5. i've changed alot, i've suddenly become straightforward.
6. and my english changed too, it sucks now.
7. i went to the engage china seminar today.
8. i have no talent and i hate it.
9. i look like my dad.
10. i hate to be behind other people in terms of studies and others.
11. i don't have tuition cause' i think it is a waste of time and i still think it is.
12. i like guys with nice smiles and eyes. SUNGMIN AHHH. CHUNJI AHHH.
13. i have three essays to complete and i'm doing this.
14. i like cookies.
15. i prefer salty stuff to sweet stuff.
16. i like ribbons and bows.
17. i was a tomboy when i was young wdf.
18. i had a mushroom head. quoted from unnamed person today," i was a mushroom head, so i didn't have any friends." LOL.
19. i like mushrooms.
20. i have many more random facts but i can't think of any now.
So anyways, major blog update.
i don't really update on stuff cause' it's tedious and i'm lazy.
but school is so freaking busy.
i have like things on saturdays!
last week was the lit festival, and today was the understanding china seminar.
it was erm... ok i guess.
but i realized that there are alot of people who think alot and complicatedly.
taobao ftw.
i predicted it was gna flood and it did.
was locked out of school LOL, out of the side gate.
reached school at 6.20am and ate the egg mcmuffin mr hazry bought for us. nom nom yum.
anyway, we realized we can't tie ties for nuts. like seriously.
mr zhang was bent on teaching the guys how to tie a tie lol.
eugene and marcus took a long time lolol.
talked to moira during the seminar.
then they gave us food to eat wtf.
my absolute most awesomely favourite things:
cake.
omgg. there's was a chocolate danish(<3), currypok, butter cake, blueberry muffin.
i ate in this order ^.
ok apparently i nearly hurled after eating both cakes.
so then we went to play the game.
and moira and i won 2 rounds out of the games both of us played. we stopped cos we abit sian alr. LOL.
then eugene ask me help him. and they were playing no other and i was like homgomgomgogm.
then play snsd. then cn blue. then big bang. then i was guessing which song will come out next. then suddenly gee on repeat. and i concluded the people playing that were snsd fans.
then marcus and him took my phone to analyse wth. and suddenly eugene said," i didn't know you were this kind of person." and i was like," huh??!!"
after my 'huhs", i realized that they were referring to an app i had.
it's called gstring.
it's a tuner for god's sake.
so anyway, after that they played the game and we were bored. i attempted to show eugene teentop but he don't want. wth. he says too young no experience or sth.
anyway finally we going to leave. yay.
gossiped with moiraaa!
found out lotsa stuffff!
then went home and gossiped with marcus.
GOSSIP GIRLZ LOL.
he's nice to gossip with LMAO. cos he can see things in like a bitchfight kind of way. LOL.
so went home so bored-ded-ly.
anyway, i'm surprised there are people who hate 3e1.
i don't get it. i being told im in the popular clique of the class and im like wtf lol?!
we are deemed popular(i sound like im bhb-ing but im not.) because we have initiative and enthusiasm.
and then people would be like," so you mean we do not have enthusiasm?"
so apparently it's true everything i said would be wrong if you do not really tell yourself and think about it.
we always do it ourselves. and we can't always be asked to do it. and neither can we ask people to do it.
who knows how one would react?
if im asking someone to do something, the person may feel," wtf? i don't want do then she asking me to do?" and then they will curse and swear and complain to all their friends and ill seem like a badguy and like wtf all i did was to ask.
THINK PEOPLE, THINK.
THINK about it. If you think our class isn't good enough for you, then what is?
ask yourself this, what do you think is a good class? what do you think is the best class?
one third of you would be stumped, one third of you would be stubborn and be like," there's no such thing as a best class you dumb shit"(but im still smarter than you anyways, verbal claim doesn't carry much (: )[ <-hey look it's a smile both ways and you lose], the last one third would really think after being stumped.
i want you guys to think and be the last one third of the people. we often become complacent in life. ask yourself this, why can't life satisfy you? it's not that it can't, it's that you can satisfy yourself with what life has given you. if you are always like," i hate this i hate that, everything sucks.", when will you accept yourself? ok at this point, my friends would be like," hey you don't practise what you preach." but i am trying. trying is a good step, it's a good attempt. but if you don't carry on, nothing works. nothing will.
and that stubborn piece of you will continue going," what the fck la? wth she say all these just trying to propaganda us."
just so you know, what will i gain for so called propaganda-ing you? there's no reason. even if there is a i can still support it with evidence. bring it on, i love arguing :)
the only reason is for you to feel better. some people, after knowing that people in our class are unhappy, will either feel angry or sad.
angry in a way," wtf la they don't do anything then they say this class sucks."
sad in a way," they aren't feeling happy in 3e1, it's not fair for them."
if you are unhappy, you're just wasting your time. you only have like 1year +, why not enjoy it? school already sucks in a way there's so much stress, so why add you ur damn stress with these things? anyway, we are going to die in 2012, so might as well be more happy.
you know, i am happy im in this class. i am, i really am. although erm well,some teachers are okayyyyy. i am thankful. if i heeded my sis's advice, i would have went to 3e2. geog and physics combi. super easy to score. but i took lit cause' of my interest. although i did not do well, i have another reason to be happy. it caused me to be in 3e1. sometimes i tell myself," hey you can actually win loads of ppl if u took geog." which is being derived from the fact i hate losing to people in studies. but then, i think about it, i'm happy taking lit, so why not?
however, i do have a lot of regrets.
should i have gone to cedar girls?
i could get in but i didn't know. if i knew, my mum would make sure i'll get in.
but i had qualms about a single gender school.
i also regret not taking piano lessons when i was young. not taking swimming lessons when i was young. i'm trying now, but it's kind of difficult. i want to learn alot of things, but my family doesn't want to spend money on them.
gee, i just don't know what to say now.
1. i am quite proud altho i have nothing to be proud of.
2. i don't like eating too much cake. i'll hurl.
3. i like teddy bears.
4. i have naturally brown hair. it's brown, i swear it is.
5. i've changed alot, i've suddenly become straightforward.
6. and my english changed too, it sucks now.
7. i went to the engage china seminar today.
8. i have no talent and i hate it.
9. i look like my dad.
10. i hate to be behind other people in terms of studies and others.
11. i don't have tuition cause' i think it is a waste of time and i still think it is.
12. i like guys with nice smiles and eyes. SUNGMIN AHHH. CHUNJI AHHH.
13. i have three essays to complete and i'm doing this.
14. i like cookies.
15. i prefer salty stuff to sweet stuff.
16. i like ribbons and bows.
17. i was a tomboy when i was young wdf.
18. i had a mushroom head. quoted from unnamed person today," i was a mushroom head, so i didn't have any friends." LOL.
19. i like mushrooms.
20. i have many more random facts but i can't think of any now.
So anyways, major blog update.
i don't really update on stuff cause' it's tedious and i'm lazy.
but school is so freaking busy.
i have like things on saturdays!
last week was the lit festival, and today was the understanding china seminar.
it was erm... ok i guess.
but i realized that there are alot of people who think alot and complicatedly.
taobao ftw.
i predicted it was gna flood and it did.
was locked out of school LOL, out of the side gate.
reached school at 6.20am and ate the egg mcmuffin mr hazry bought for us. nom nom yum.
anyway, we realized we can't tie ties for nuts. like seriously.
mr zhang was bent on teaching the guys how to tie a tie lol.
eugene and marcus took a long time lolol.
talked to moira during the seminar.
then they gave us food to eat wtf.
my absolute most awesomely favourite things:
cake.
omgg. there's was a chocolate danish(<3), currypok, butter cake, blueberry muffin.
i ate in this order ^.
ok apparently i nearly hurled after eating both cakes.
so then we went to play the game.
and moira and i won 2 rounds out of the games both of us played. we stopped cos we abit sian alr. LOL.
then eugene ask me help him. and they were playing no other and i was like homgomgomgogm.
then play snsd. then cn blue. then big bang. then i was guessing which song will come out next. then suddenly gee on repeat. and i concluded the people playing that were snsd fans.
then marcus and him took my phone to analyse wth. and suddenly eugene said," i didn't know you were this kind of person." and i was like," huh??!!"
after my 'huhs", i realized that they were referring to an app i had.
it's called gstring.
it's a tuner for god's sake.
so anyway, after that they played the game and we were bored. i attempted to show eugene teentop but he don't want. wth. he says too young no experience or sth.
anyway finally we going to leave. yay.
gossiped with moiraaa!
found out lotsa stuffff!
then went home and gossiped with marcus.
GOSSIP GIRLZ LOL.
he's nice to gossip with LMAO. cos he can see things in like a bitchfight kind of way. LOL.
so went home so bored-ded-ly.
anyway, i'm surprised there are people who hate 3e1.
i don't get it. i being told im in the popular clique of the class and im like wtf lol?!
we are deemed popular(i sound like im bhb-ing but im not.) because we have initiative and enthusiasm.
and then people would be like," so you mean we do not have enthusiasm?"
so apparently it's true everything i said would be wrong if you do not really tell yourself and think about it.
we always do it ourselves. and we can't always be asked to do it. and neither can we ask people to do it.
who knows how one would react?
if im asking someone to do something, the person may feel," wtf? i don't want do then she asking me to do?" and then they will curse and swear and complain to all their friends and ill seem like a badguy and like wtf all i did was to ask.
THINK PEOPLE, THINK.
THINK about it. If you think our class isn't good enough for you, then what is?
ask yourself this, what do you think is a good class? what do you think is the best class?
one third of you would be stumped, one third of you would be stubborn and be like," there's no such thing as a best class you dumb shit"(but im still smarter than you anyways, verbal claim doesn't carry much (: )[ <-hey look it's a smile both ways and you lose], the last one third would really think after being stumped.
i want you guys to think and be the last one third of the people. we often become complacent in life. ask yourself this, why can't life satisfy you? it's not that it can't, it's that you can satisfy yourself with what life has given you. if you are always like," i hate this i hate that, everything sucks.", when will you accept yourself? ok at this point, my friends would be like," hey you don't practise what you preach." but i am trying. trying is a good step, it's a good attempt. but if you don't carry on, nothing works. nothing will.
and that stubborn piece of you will continue going," what the fck la? wth she say all these just trying to propaganda us."
just so you know, what will i gain for so called propaganda-ing you? there's no reason. even if there is a i can still support it with evidence. bring it on, i love arguing :)
the only reason is for you to feel better. some people, after knowing that people in our class are unhappy, will either feel angry or sad.
angry in a way," wtf la they don't do anything then they say this class sucks."
sad in a way," they aren't feeling happy in 3e1, it's not fair for them."
if you are unhappy, you're just wasting your time. you only have like 1year +, why not enjoy it? school already sucks in a way there's so much stress, so why add you ur damn stress with these things? anyway, we are going to die in 2012, so might as well be more happy.
you know, i am happy im in this class. i am, i really am. although erm well,some teachers are okayyyyy. i am thankful. if i heeded my sis's advice, i would have went to 3e2. geog and physics combi. super easy to score. but i took lit cause' of my interest. although i did not do well, i have another reason to be happy. it caused me to be in 3e1. sometimes i tell myself," hey you can actually win loads of ppl if u took geog." which is being derived from the fact i hate losing to people in studies. but then, i think about it, i'm happy taking lit, so why not?
however, i do have a lot of regrets.
should i have gone to cedar girls?
i could get in but i didn't know. if i knew, my mum would make sure i'll get in.
but i had qualms about a single gender school.
i also regret not taking piano lessons when i was young. not taking swimming lessons when i was young. i'm trying now, but it's kind of difficult. i want to learn alot of things, but my family doesn't want to spend money on them.
gee, i just don't know what to say now.
what we could have been, 4:56 AM.
