Friday, July 31, 2009
urgh! i'm so pissed off.
anyway, thanks leen and chungkei for cheering me up with your tags.
today my dad wanted go with my to my sis's scholarship thingy.
since i needed to do something first, i shut the door and went online to do something.
then i thought he would wait for me finish.
that was 10mins before.
now im done then he alr left.
then i was like wdf.
i was going to go after i'm done right?
then my mum is like scolding me saying only go out with friends and not my parents.
wtf.
and i said that i do finish then i go.
they keep thinking i want to stay at home.
wtf la.
not as if i don't want pei him right.
i need to do something first right.
not as if i never tell them.
argh, now i think i've made my dad very sad.
...
anyway, thanks leen and chungkei for cheering me up with your tags.
today my dad wanted go with my to my sis's scholarship thingy.
since i needed to do something first, i shut the door and went online to do something.
then i thought he would wait for me finish.
that was 10mins before.
now im done then he alr left.
then i was like wdf.
i was going to go after i'm done right?
then my mum is like scolding me saying only go out with friends and not my parents.
wtf.
and i said that i do finish then i go.
they keep thinking i want to stay at home.
wtf la.
not as if i don't want pei him right.
i need to do something first right.
not as if i never tell them.
argh, now i think i've made my dad very sad.
...
what we could have been, 8:02 PM.
i am writing this post, and i won't care if you want to confront me.
if you really want to confront me, i wouldn't mind. cos i don't think i'm at fault.
in truth, im a self-centred person.
seriously. i'm trying to gain favour it lots of people. i own up.
but you know what's ironic?
i hate people who try to gain favour, act as if very close to people.
well does that mean i hate myself?
no, cos im self centred.
im probably puking out lots of nonsensical stuff.
but if you are probably wanting to know about how belinda and huixuan are like that.
believe me, you may think im a horrible friend.
but i don't care ler.
don't care till i write both their names.
if they understand, they won't blame me.
last year, you know how belinda and huixuan were alr quarrelling?
at that time, i was always trying to patch them up.
but nowadays, do you see me dao-ing someone just because of someone else?
no?
guess what?
i don't fucking care ler.
you know how this decreases my confidence and trust in you guys?
i know you are going to yak at me and say that i am a bad friend.
it not only happened once, or twice, but loads of time.
and i'm always in the middle.
i know huixuan will say now," not my fault what." ok fine. i don't blame you.
belinda would then say," go with your huixuan la."
and she'll dao me and stuff.
i am not writing this post to express my displeasure in both of you for not understanding me although i'm typing this out.
i just wanted people to know that i'm not doing anything not because i'm horrible.
i know you see me with huixuan everyday together.
but guess what? i don't take sides.
whenever you guys tell me something, i won't tell each other.
i know that belinda, you must be thinking that if i go with you when huixuan is not there, it makes me like a loner just looking for people.
but i cheng ren, to make you not think that i'm such a person, i went down by myself to the canteen that day when huixuan stayed with sweetin.
you know how it means the more you hide something? the more you are that.
i own up again that i feel uneasy without people pei-ing me.
but im trying to get rid of that because i know i must be independent.
i am actually very disappointed in myself.
i see many people with friends who have been friends with them for years.
example vinita and charmaine.
i actually admire people for having this kind of relationship.
but it has never happened.
so now, i'm trying to make it happen.
it's not that i don't want you to quarrel.
but i just hate to be singled out when people dislike each other.
why must i be avoided because of people?
i don't understand that.
i have lots of bad points and i thank my friends for putting up with me.
i'm talkative, but i cannot help being untalkative.
i have been talkative since young, no matter how i try to shutup.
i am a hypocrite. yes yes. i am one. lots of people are hypocrites without thinking they are.
i still remember in six point two when samantha and i and some other bunch of people always gossip about each other.
i cheng ren me and a group of friends gossip about samantha even. and i told her that.
and i asked her whether they got gossip about me.
i was certain of the answer, but the moment i heard it, i tried my best to stop doing it.
i knew i could try to do. but i can't ask people to do the same.
so you don't normally see me bitch alot, only to closer friends or those whom i think i should tell.
i have become more strong throughout the years.
in primary school when i was very fat like seriously very fat.
people call me fat pig(YES JASLIN LOH YOU CALLED ME THAT ROAR) and i would feel really bad.
but now i am not very mindful of these insults to ME but please do not start scolding me that.
unless they are from people i dun rly noe.
i accept insults as they are from people like belinda and huixuan because they are close to me and i understand they just said it in a fit of anger.
and i don't deny insulting belinda lol.
and i insult her and disiao her and stuff cos i noe she would take it.
and i am hiao.
yes i confess, i use makeup sometimes.
but who isn't vain?
i don't use it daily that's for sure.
and i am obsessed with keeping fair and keeping my skin clear.
whenever i get a pimple ill perhaps go half crazy.
anyway, i just wrote this post to let out my feelings. i don't wish to offend anyone but if it does, you can either tell me or keep it in ur mind and hate me for the rest of your life.
if you really want to confront me, i wouldn't mind. cos i don't think i'm at fault.
in truth, im a self-centred person.
seriously. i'm trying to gain favour it lots of people. i own up.
but you know what's ironic?
i hate people who try to gain favour, act as if very close to people.
well does that mean i hate myself?
no, cos im self centred.
im probably puking out lots of nonsensical stuff.
but if you are probably wanting to know about how belinda and huixuan are like that.
believe me, you may think im a horrible friend.
but i don't care ler.
don't care till i write both their names.
if they understand, they won't blame me.
last year, you know how belinda and huixuan were alr quarrelling?
at that time, i was always trying to patch them up.
but nowadays, do you see me dao-ing someone just because of someone else?
no?
guess what?
i don't fucking care ler.
you know how this decreases my confidence and trust in you guys?
i know you are going to yak at me and say that i am a bad friend.
it not only happened once, or twice, but loads of time.
and i'm always in the middle.
i know huixuan will say now," not my fault what." ok fine. i don't blame you.
belinda would then say," go with your huixuan la."
and she'll dao me and stuff.
i am not writing this post to express my displeasure in both of you for not understanding me although i'm typing this out.
i just wanted people to know that i'm not doing anything not because i'm horrible.
i know you see me with huixuan everyday together.
but guess what? i don't take sides.
whenever you guys tell me something, i won't tell each other.
i know that belinda, you must be thinking that if i go with you when huixuan is not there, it makes me like a loner just looking for people.
but i cheng ren, to make you not think that i'm such a person, i went down by myself to the canteen that day when huixuan stayed with sweetin.
you know how it means the more you hide something? the more you are that.
i own up again that i feel uneasy without people pei-ing me.
but im trying to get rid of that because i know i must be independent.
i am actually very disappointed in myself.
i see many people with friends who have been friends with them for years.
example vinita and charmaine.
i actually admire people for having this kind of relationship.
but it has never happened.
so now, i'm trying to make it happen.
it's not that i don't want you to quarrel.
but i just hate to be singled out when people dislike each other.
why must i be avoided because of people?
i don't understand that.
i have lots of bad points and i thank my friends for putting up with me.
i'm talkative, but i cannot help being untalkative.
i have been talkative since young, no matter how i try to shutup.
i am a hypocrite. yes yes. i am one. lots of people are hypocrites without thinking they are.
i still remember in six point two when samantha and i and some other bunch of people always gossip about each other.
i cheng ren me and a group of friends gossip about samantha even. and i told her that.
and i asked her whether they got gossip about me.
i was certain of the answer, but the moment i heard it, i tried my best to stop doing it.
i knew i could try to do. but i can't ask people to do the same.
so you don't normally see me bitch alot, only to closer friends or those whom i think i should tell.
i have become more strong throughout the years.
in primary school when i was very fat like seriously very fat.
people call me fat pig(YES JASLIN LOH YOU CALLED ME THAT ROAR) and i would feel really bad.
but now i am not very mindful of these insults to ME but please do not start scolding me that.
unless they are from people i dun rly noe.
i accept insults as they are from people like belinda and huixuan because they are close to me and i understand they just said it in a fit of anger.
and i don't deny insulting belinda lol.
and i insult her and disiao her and stuff cos i noe she would take it.
and i am hiao.
yes i confess, i use makeup sometimes.
but who isn't vain?
i don't use it daily that's for sure.
and i am obsessed with keeping fair and keeping my skin clear.
whenever i get a pimple ill perhaps go half crazy.
anyway, i just wrote this post to let out my feelings. i don't wish to offend anyone but if it does, you can either tell me or keep it in ur mind and hate me for the rest of your life.
what we could have been, 6:48 AM.
blogger is so crazy nowadays D;
just returned from chinese orchestra D;
day started with zhanglaoshi changing seats.
im really sorry to the person whom i kept apologizing too. D;
if you wanna know why i keep apologizing to you, msn me D:
zokay, then i sat in front of leon still lmao.
anyway, first period was pe~
yay!
funfun! so hiong to play with yaole, dawn, julia, jasmine, leen, on the other team.
super fun~!
like 3 people suddenly jump and run in the middle when some throw ball.
and at least 2 people will snatch ball from yoo.
sorry keep miss basket i suck at throwing.
after that maths,
then got lotsa homework D:
then reccess then chinese.
aiyoo, zhanglaoshi go give demerit to people who were late to come back class...
zzz... these days she keep give demerit :[
then geography~
no homework :D
mr lee's voice really make me awake lor.
still remember last year first time i wanted sleep in class.
then boom, his voice woke me up.
._.
then after that physics!
we learn about resistance.
and i drew lots of stuff and annoyed joanne with my drawings xP
sorry joanne! xD
lol and im so bored that i took pics of it to entertain you.
zoom in of person holding an orange LOL.
p.s. i know got one jellyfish in the background LOL.
zoom in on person holding a heart LMAO.
this is step by step of elmo losing his facial features HOHO
I LOVE THIS :D so nice right? LOLOL.
I know jermaine like the sausage and banana part cough.
sandwich lol.
i draw durian also.
anyway, had cca then chiong to braddell first.
zzz we go kopitiam eat v kns lor.
cnot drink bubble tea cos it's outside food and drinks.
i ate fishball noodles which is very nice but my mood spoilt by the people.
their boss hor...
zzz.
if don't want ppl drink bubble tea then say specifically no bubble tea and put the sign somewhere more obvious ma.
then we must wait until we leave then drink la zzz.
anyway, was late for cca.
sorry to qianhui and jingxuan for making your late D<
anyway, yay completed the solo but still suck at it.
then stayed for 1 more h take picture.
first is whole co pic.
then 2ndly is for more photo taking which my and jingxuan were chosen.
then got one picture mr ng take people frm each group then i got chosen then jingxuan was like yess.
i think i look damn fat lmao.
anyway, went home after that and reached home at about 8pm.
And guess what my mum cook?!
Pork cutlet :D and yesterday i just exclaimed to winnie my mum very long never cook pork cutlet and its v nice~
super oily i know lol.
Anyway, i really look forward to the musical~
just returned from chinese orchestra D;
day started with zhanglaoshi changing seats.
im really sorry to the person whom i kept apologizing too. D;
if you wanna know why i keep apologizing to you, msn me D:
zokay, then i sat in front of leon still lmao.
anyway, first period was pe~
yay!
funfun! so hiong to play with yaole, dawn, julia, jasmine, leen, on the other team.
super fun~!
like 3 people suddenly jump and run in the middle when some throw ball.
and at least 2 people will snatch ball from yoo.
sorry keep miss basket i suck at throwing.
after that maths,
then got lotsa homework D:
then reccess then chinese.
aiyoo, zhanglaoshi go give demerit to people who were late to come back class...
zzz... these days she keep give demerit :[
then geography~
no homework :D
mr lee's voice really make me awake lor.
still remember last year first time i wanted sleep in class.
then boom, his voice woke me up.
._.
then after that physics!
we learn about resistance.
and i drew lots of stuff and annoyed joanne with my drawings xP
sorry joanne! xD
lol and im so bored that i took pics of it to entertain you.
zoom in of person holding an orange LOL.
p.s. i know got one jellyfish in the background LOL.
zoom in on person holding a heart LMAO.
this is step by step of elmo losing his facial features HOHO
I LOVE THIS :D so nice right? LOLOL.
I know jermaine like the sausage and banana part cough.
sandwich lol.
i draw durian also.
anyway, had cca then chiong to braddell first.
zzz we go kopitiam eat v kns lor.
cnot drink bubble tea cos it's outside food and drinks.
i ate fishball noodles which is very nice but my mood spoilt by the people.
their boss hor...
zzz.
if don't want ppl drink bubble tea then say specifically no bubble tea and put the sign somewhere more obvious ma.
then we must wait until we leave then drink la zzz.
anyway, was late for cca.
sorry to qianhui and jingxuan for making your late D<
anyway, yay completed the solo but still suck at it.
then stayed for 1 more h take picture.
first is whole co pic.
then 2ndly is for more photo taking which my and jingxuan were chosen.
then got one picture mr ng take people frm each group then i got chosen then jingxuan was like yess.
i think i look damn fat lmao.
anyway, went home after that and reached home at about 8pm.
And guess what my mum cook?!
Pork cutlet :D and yesterday i just exclaimed to winnie my mum very long never cook pork cutlet and its v nice~
super oily i know lol.
Anyway, i really look forward to the musical~
what we could have been, 6:00 AM.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
"しょうがない 夢追い人"
i love this song manxsxs D8
so meaningful~
I know it's pretty old but im still using it as a blog song :/
p.s. sayumi is so cute xD
anyway, my eyes hurt now D8
i still have not completed my homework...
hais.
today started with home econs and we made otah :)
my sore throat worsened as a result D8
home econs test was generally okay.
then after recess is super sian.
tired.
i finally passed my physics~!
super happy 8D
although i'm a bit disappointed i did not get full marks since most of the class got it.
however, i know i couldn't get it so no point fretting over it ler.
then had last minute ssp.
the worksheet mrs lin gave was so difficult D8
then stayed till 4pm.
michi smsed me ask me if i want ranka's stocking from citrusox and guess what?
belinda just returned from there lmao.
then i went home with huixuan and kept begging her to send me the bi shadow pictures.
hokuto and kento ftw :D
anyway, she was craving for cadbury+ fries and ask me share with her-coughs-
i thought she would not eat since tomorrow height and weight.
she is probably jogging now xD
anyway, i hope i lose like 5 kg by afa lol.
tomorrow i'm going to braddell with samantha, jingxuan and huixuan to collect the tickets :)
yay!
i hope we'll go on a friday since it's common test week and i have coscon on saturday D8
speaking of coscon...
still haven't found my wig.
hopefully costasia has it lor.
esu haven't reply me D8
hais.
so meaningful~
I know it's pretty old but im still using it as a blog song :/
p.s. sayumi is so cute xD
anyway, my eyes hurt now D8
i still have not completed my homework...
hais.
today started with home econs and we made otah :)
my sore throat worsened as a result D8
home econs test was generally okay.
then after recess is super sian.
tired.
i finally passed my physics~!
super happy 8D
although i'm a bit disappointed i did not get full marks since most of the class got it.
however, i know i couldn't get it so no point fretting over it ler.
then had last minute ssp.
the worksheet mrs lin gave was so difficult D8
then stayed till 4pm.
michi smsed me ask me if i want ranka's stocking from citrusox and guess what?
belinda just returned from there lmao.
then i went home with huixuan and kept begging her to send me the bi shadow pictures.
hokuto and kento ftw :D
anyway, she was craving for cadbury+ fries and ask me share with her-coughs-
i thought she would not eat since tomorrow height and weight.
she is probably jogging now xD
anyway, i hope i lose like 5 kg by afa lol.
tomorrow i'm going to braddell with samantha, jingxuan and huixuan to collect the tickets :)
yay!
i hope we'll go on a friday since it's common test week and i have coscon on saturday D8
speaking of coscon...
still haven't found my wig.
hopefully costasia has it lor.
esu haven't reply me D8
hais.
what we could have been, 3:54 AM.
Monday, July 27, 2009
yay~ my blogger interface finally normal.
anyway, just returned from co, tired liek loads. T.T
today was okay, i only completed page 1-3 of the score. D:
Jy jy pipa~
Our solo on 4th page~
Cannot let xulaoshi remove it again :(
Anyway, Huiming never come school today~
hope she recover from her fever :)
I'm supposed to do art now but i'm not bothered to do so.
Today had chem test.
quite managable.
hope i get at least 13 D:
I last minute guess something then correct.
Morning was ce.
i can tell that mrs raj is quite disappointed with our behaviour.
i feel that our class abit noisy during her periods la, that's why she's angry :/
it's not her fault la.
After that was English.
English slack in computer lab :D
wee~ then i checked email+ hop blog+ sgcafe and etc.
Then aft recess geog.
we watch video about SRI and the farmers were like so excited about it that they were overeacting when they complimented it.xD
After that chemistry test :o!
Then literature~ I hope i ace this literature test since i was paying attention D<
only today i drew out the scheldule thing for cosplay.
need chiong alot stuff summore got stupid common test.
i prefer major exams to common tests, srsly D8
At least major exams after u finish can go home and summore teachers don't really give you homework.
Common test late go home need chiong studies+ homework.
Speaking of which, tomorrow got timed practice D<
I'd rather miss tan use the 2hour period to do it then we watch movie :/
Last period maths.
zz, bwg her lesson.
Then after that was chinese orchestra.
went opposite with huixuan and jingxuan to eat :D
I ate chicken hor fun which is like very less hor fun lor.
So i went to buy fries :/
Then jingxuan say my wei kou very da.
Then when i reach school marcus go call me asking me if i in school cos he forgot take his watch._.
then huixuan and i go ish go find.
then i saw huiming D<
she was sick la~ so kelian T.T
recover soon uh!
oh then marcus ask me give to george.
then huixuan damn zzz.
she was like stopping george in his path WAHAH.
damn epic.
anyway, i am STILL looking for orange eyebrow/ eyeliner pencil.
I NEED IT SRSLY RAWR.
If i use brown abit weird seh. ><"
sian~
dates:
9 AUG~ MUST BY THEN LET NIXUAN CUT MY WIG LOL AND PRACTISE HARE HARE YUKAI D<
anyway, just returned from co, tired liek loads. T.T
today was okay, i only completed page 1-3 of the score. D:
Jy jy pipa~
Our solo on 4th page~
Cannot let xulaoshi remove it again :(
Anyway, Huiming never come school today~
hope she recover from her fever :)
I'm supposed to do art now but i'm not bothered to do so.
Today had chem test.
quite managable.
hope i get at least 13 D:
I last minute guess something then correct.
Morning was ce.
i can tell that mrs raj is quite disappointed with our behaviour.
i feel that our class abit noisy during her periods la, that's why she's angry :/
it's not her fault la.
After that was English.
English slack in computer lab :D
wee~ then i checked email+ hop blog+ sgcafe and etc.
Then aft recess geog.
we watch video about SRI and the farmers were like so excited about it that they were overeacting when they complimented it.xD
After that chemistry test :o!
Then literature~ I hope i ace this literature test since i was paying attention D<
only today i drew out the scheldule thing for cosplay.
need chiong alot stuff summore got stupid common test.
i prefer major exams to common tests, srsly D8
At least major exams after u finish can go home and summore teachers don't really give you homework.
Common test late go home need chiong studies+ homework.
Speaking of which, tomorrow got timed practice D<
I'd rather miss tan use the 2hour period to do it then we watch movie :/
Last period maths.
zz, bwg her lesson.
Then after that was chinese orchestra.
went opposite with huixuan and jingxuan to eat :D
I ate chicken hor fun which is like very less hor fun lor.
So i went to buy fries :/
Then jingxuan say my wei kou very da.
Then when i reach school marcus go call me asking me if i in school cos he forgot take his watch._.
then huixuan and i go ish go find.
then i saw huiming D<
she was sick la~ so kelian T.T
recover soon uh!
oh then marcus ask me give to george.
then huixuan damn zzz.
she was like stopping george in his path WAHAH.
damn epic.
anyway, i am STILL looking for orange eyebrow/ eyeliner pencil.
I NEED IT SRSLY RAWR.
If i use brown abit weird seh. ><"
sian~
dates:
9 AUG~ MUST BY THEN LET NIXUAN CUT MY WIG LOL AND PRACTISE HARE HARE YUKAI D<
what we could have been, 5:10 AM.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
yeahh~ i update cos samantook ask me to.
Start with yesterday :D
Yesterday was chinese orchestra photoshoot.
we changed to our blue cheongsam by 1.30pm then go art gallery chui air con while waiting the photog to ok.
and i went to sit in the middle thinking that my face will be less obvious then in the end the photog move arnd.
zzz.
then jingxuan was v happy the photog nv closeup her LOL.
then elaine was like," AIYER, I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAT HERE."
then we go classrooms lian.
zomg the new song is freaking fast and i sark cos i stuck at 2nd page lol.
Anyway, jingxuan keep playing with visualizer then zihui and yuiwei face kena on the visualizer.
then yuiwei damn funny.
she was like clueless, then she look on the screen for like 3seconds before realizing she was on the screen then she v funny.
anyway, then me and jx went down to canteen to eat something.
then see samantha and qianhui.
then we chatted.
then i sexposed samantha's chou shi :D
Muwahaha, then she was like," DON'T SAY! DON'T SAY!"
then i ownself keep laugh.
then after that slack awhile more then go home :D
then i go buy hip hop jelly eat lololol.
today, woke up at 9+am
then go read newspaper(SEE IM SO UPDATED ON CURRENT AFFAIRS XD), bathe eat etc.
zzz wdf, mrt gna fine people for drinking even plain water lor.
anyway, met michi at like 11+ cos she was late :P
while waiting for her i went to buy maybelline gel eyeliner.
zomg it's so smooth and zawesome lah!
must buy xD
then we went to jin long, zomg i saw the deco silicone cream la!!!!
$21 for a tube.
xin tong then never buy.
then michi keep want make ai kun.xD
then we went to check our deg at her dad's friend's shop.
omg la, i saw the red lenses.
anyway my deg is sooo freaking high.
Left 3.25, right 2.50!!!
and my astig 1.00 on each side.
ZOMG CRAZY LA TT.TT
stupid astig.
then we mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut.
then we go eat long john silver while talking about lousy teachers. xD
aiyoo then i forgot i just recover from my sore throat.
anyway, up until now i still feel thirsty T.T
then we walk daiso for VERY long,
in the end michi go buy the eyelid sticker, hole specs, pom poms and ribbons i think.
don't remember.
i bought 2 neon markers :D
then we go spotlight.
zomg spotlight is like so warehouse then we walk like 10mins then go ler cos i meeting the contacts lenses seller at 2.30pm.
then i reach ler i keep walk arnd with michi dunno if got one girl is her.
in the end is her la.
lol.
omg she so chio xD
so in the end i owe $1.20 and i had $0.20 in my wallet when i went home.
Wee~
Sian, need mug for chemistry.
tomorrow still got lesson. D<
hope can ace it~
Start with yesterday :D
Yesterday was chinese orchestra photoshoot.
we changed to our blue cheongsam by 1.30pm then go art gallery chui air con while waiting the photog to ok.
and i went to sit in the middle thinking that my face will be less obvious then in the end the photog move arnd.
zzz.
then jingxuan was v happy the photog nv closeup her LOL.
then elaine was like," AIYER, I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAT HERE."
then we go classrooms lian.
zomg the new song is freaking fast and i sark cos i stuck at 2nd page lol.
Anyway, jingxuan keep playing with visualizer then zihui and yuiwei face kena on the visualizer.
then yuiwei damn funny.
she was like clueless, then she look on the screen for like 3seconds before realizing she was on the screen then she v funny.
anyway, then me and jx went down to canteen to eat something.
then see samantha and qianhui.
then we chatted.
then i sexposed samantha's chou shi :D
Muwahaha, then she was like," DON'T SAY! DON'T SAY!"
then i ownself keep laugh.
then after that slack awhile more then go home :D
then i go buy hip hop jelly eat lololol.
today, woke up at 9+am
then go read newspaper(SEE IM SO UPDATED ON CURRENT AFFAIRS XD), bathe eat etc.
zzz wdf, mrt gna fine people for drinking even plain water lor.
anyway, met michi at like 11+ cos she was late :P
while waiting for her i went to buy maybelline gel eyeliner.
zomg it's so smooth and zawesome lah!
must buy xD
then we went to jin long, zomg i saw the deco silicone cream la!!!!
$21 for a tube.
xin tong then never buy.
then michi keep want make ai kun.xD
then we went to check our deg at her dad's friend's shop.
omg la, i saw the red lenses.
anyway my deg is sooo freaking high.
Left 3.25, right 2.50!!!
and my astig 1.00 on each side.
ZOMG CRAZY LA TT.TT
stupid astig.
then we mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut.
then we go eat long john silver while talking about lousy teachers. xD
aiyoo then i forgot i just recover from my sore throat.
anyway, up until now i still feel thirsty T.T
then we walk daiso for VERY long,
in the end michi go buy the eyelid sticker, hole specs, pom poms and ribbons i think.
don't remember.
i bought 2 neon markers :D
then we go spotlight.
zomg spotlight is like so warehouse then we walk like 10mins then go ler cos i meeting the contacts lenses seller at 2.30pm.
then i reach ler i keep walk arnd with michi dunno if got one girl is her.
in the end is her la.
lol.
omg she so chio xD
so in the end i owe $1.20 and i had $0.20 in my wallet when i went home.
Wee~
Sian, need mug for chemistry.
tomorrow still got lesson. D<
hope can ace it~
what we could have been, 2:05 AM.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Hello people:D
never go school today cos got flu. My blogger now siao siao the box so small. T.T
Anyway, I have like done the sketch 3/4 done but i realized i drew it in the middle instead of like bottom. It looks very slanted cos i cannot draw straight lines.
Anyway, i need funds like hell.
Need buy my rimmel hide the blemish concealer.
I going cospray mitsuru but the wig provided too bright. I think i going buy another wig lor. 8D
Sian means less funds for other stuff D:
Aiyoo. MONEY MONEY. DROP FROM SKY PLEASE. T.T
never go school today cos got flu. My blogger now siao siao the box so small. T.T
Anyway, I have like done the sketch 3/4 done but i realized i drew it in the middle instead of like bottom. It looks very slanted cos i cannot draw straight lines.
Anyway, i need funds like hell.
Need buy my rimmel hide the blemish concealer.
I going cospray mitsuru but the wig provided too bright. I think i going buy another wig lor. 8D
Sian means less funds for other stuff D:
Aiyoo. MONEY MONEY. DROP FROM SKY PLEASE. T.T
what we could have been, 2:24 AM.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
sneeze sneeze. tmr not going school got flu. lol. don't feel like sleeping x[
what we could have been, 6:48 AM.
Monday, July 20, 2009
wah liao. today i come school happy happy. see one cb face then mood change liao lor. knnb tmr need disinfect my table. COS THE STUPID THE GROSS ANIMAL(CHANGED COS I AM SCARED OO SO SCARED) PUT HIS DIRTY FREAKING SMELLY SHOE WHICH I THINK NEVER WASH BEFORE AT ALL on my table. then i pekcek i scold him. then he go BANG OUR CLASS DOOR. what right does he have to BANG our class door. Wait... WHAT RIGHT DOES HE HAVE TO EVEN COME IN OUR CLASS. I was like shouting at him," CLOSE DOOR BETTER LA, YOU DON'T NEED COME IN."
EVEN BETTER, WHY IS HE IN THIS SCHOOL.
EVEN BETTER, WHY IS HE IN THIS SCHOOL.
what we could have been, 4:50 AM.
Friday, July 17, 2009
50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what
Then tag at least 10 friends.
Tagged by JOANNE :D
01. Who was your last text from?
Michi
02. Where was your default picture taken?
Handphone : Cosfest :D
03. Your relationship status?
Single
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Maybe?
05. What is your current mood?
Sian :( Sad.
06. How many siblings do you have?
two elder sisters.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
yunting, cyrene
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
afa 09 lol.
09. Have a crazy side?
who doesn't xD
10. Ever had a near death experience?
YES. I wanted go take bus take time. This stupid car suddenly come zomg.
11. Something you do a lot?
Annoy people on msn :)
12. Angry at anyone?
Nope, but disappointed.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
is kento counted -crazy fan-
14. When was the last time you cried?
Dunno :(
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
` My sweethearts .
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
If fall asleep is dream ma? I dream of nothing :( i only daydream.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Zzz my mum
18. What is your favorite song?
NYC CURRENTLY LULZ. AKUMA NO KOI ALSO.
19. What are you doing right now?
doing this.
20. Who do you trust right now?
my ma, samantha, belinda, huixuan, jingxuan
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Rubbish bin, forget ler.
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Kristy ba.
24. Describe your life in one word?
Sians.
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
I don't know :(
26. What should you be doing right now?
Crying.
27. What are you listening to?
Nothing :(:(
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
dunno? jasmione?
29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
I don't know.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Dunno.
31. What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown xD
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Dunno leh.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Don't want say...
34. What do you hear?
Fan sound lool
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Wavy?~?
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
What am i? food?
37. Do you have a best friend(s)?
Yes.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YEAPS :D
40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
haha dunno leh.
41. Are you happy with life right now?
not really.
42. Are you jealous right now?
Jealous for what lol.
43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
Haha i am poor no jewellery :)
44. What were you doing on friday night?
Today ar. Doing this.
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Who hasn't? :?
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Don't think so==
47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
YES. :(
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Flu that tiem i think.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
I very early sleep de :) -guai-
50. Tag ten people?
-Samantha
-Belinda
-Jingxuan
- Huixuan
- Michi
- Kristy
- Yuxuan(whom has been tagged alot xD)
- Jolynn
- Joy
- Dawn
Be honest no matter what
Then tag at least 10 friends.
Tagged by JOANNE :D
01. Who was your last text from?
Michi
02. Where was your default picture taken?
Handphone : Cosfest :D
03. Your relationship status?
Single
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Maybe?
05. What is your current mood?
Sian :( Sad.
06. How many siblings do you have?
two elder sisters.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
yunting, cyrene
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
afa 09 lol.
09. Have a crazy side?
who doesn't xD
10. Ever had a near death experience?
YES. I wanted go take bus take time. This stupid car suddenly come zomg.
11. Something you do a lot?
Annoy people on msn :)
12. Angry at anyone?
Nope, but disappointed.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
is kento counted -crazy fan-
14. When was the last time you cried?
Dunno :(
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
` My sweethearts .
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
If fall asleep is dream ma? I dream of nothing :( i only daydream.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Zzz my mum
18. What is your favorite song?
NYC CURRENTLY LULZ. AKUMA NO KOI ALSO.
19. What are you doing right now?
doing this.
20. Who do you trust right now?
my ma, samantha, belinda, huixuan, jingxuan
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Kristy ba.
24. Describe your life in one word?
Sians.
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
I don't know :(
26. What should you be doing right now?
Crying.
27. What are you listening to?
Nothing :(:(
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
dunno? jasmione?
29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
I don't know.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Dunno.
31. What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown xD
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Dunno leh.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Don't want say...
34. What do you hear?
Fan sound lool
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Wavy?~?
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
What am i? food?
37. Do you have a best friend(s)?
Yes.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YEAPS :D
40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
haha dunno leh.
41. Are you happy with life right now?
not really.
42. Are you jealous right now?
Jealous for what lol.
43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
Haha i am poor no jewellery :)
44. What were you doing on friday night?
Today ar. Doing this.
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Who hasn't? :?
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Don't think so==
47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
YES. :(
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Flu that tiem i think.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
I very early sleep de :) -guai-
50. Tag ten people?
-Samantha
-Belinda
-Jingxuan
- Huixuan
- Michi
- Kristy
- Yuxuan(whom has been tagged alot xD)
- Jolynn
- Joy
- Dawn
what we could have been, 5:45 AM.
こんばんわ～！
first a tag to reply~
huixuan: YES ZOMG I LOVE NYC ESPECIALLY KENTO X HOKUTO.
Anyway, i'm like so addicted to nyc that im watching the pv everyday. Can't bring myself to watch Akuma No Koi instead although kento sings harmonies with nakayama during the quiet part.
-FANGIRL START-
Er so, haha akuma no koi screenies :/
WEE. KENTO X HOKUTO ALL THE WAY PLEASE :D
Hokuto is attracted to Kento :Dwho isn't, i know belinda isn't ==
wth does hokuto look so yamadaish here.
This is "sorta a solo" for kento. And you can see hokuto behind xD
ZOMG. :/ My lj pic haha.(livejournal la==)
Like going kiss le but never hais. LOLOLOL.
Kento is gazing into nakayama's eyes while hokuto remains unknown. :( two timer kento -cough-
-FANGIRL END-
Sorry for my fangirl post xD
first a tag to reply~
huixuan: YES ZOMG I LOVE NYC ESPECIALLY KENTO X HOKUTO.
Anyway, i'm like so addicted to nyc that im watching the pv everyday. Can't bring myself to watch Akuma No Koi instead although kento sings harmonies with nakayama during the quiet part.
-FANGIRL START-
Er so, haha akuma no koi screenies :/
WEE. KENTO X HOKUTO ALL THE WAY PLEASE :D
Hokuto is attracted to Kento :D
wth does hokuto look so yamadaish here.
This is "sorta a solo" for kento. And you can see hokuto behind xD
ZOMG. :/ My lj pic haha.(livejournal la==)
Like going kiss le but never hais. LOLOLOL.
Kento is gazing into nakayama's eyes while hokuto remains unknown. :( two timer kento -cough-
-FANGIRL END-
Sorry for my fangirl post xD
what we could have been, 5:03 AM.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
NYCNYC~!
ごめんね Nah.Nah.Nah 愛じゃない
Baby love いいじゃない
Nah.Nah.Nah 夢じゃない
恋を止めないで~!
Gomen ne ~ Nah. Nah. Nah. Ai jya nai~
Baby Love ii jya nai
Nah. Nah. Nah yume jya nai
Koi o tomenaide~!
Sorry, Nah. Nah. Nah. It's not love
Baby love it's okay.
Nah. Nah. Nah. It's not a dream
Don't stop the romance.
Training my laoya reading.
Awesomest song~!
Wee~
SCREENSHOTS :B
Making of NYC
Omg *_* Kento~ Are you 3? xD
*cough*subs*says*all*
Sweet~ Lol yama was sleeping then chinen and yuma disiao him.
the wind chronicles start...
with kento& fuma both being very bored.
and they sing along while being blown...
sth like(minna ni issho kaze ni natte or sth? dunno)
hokuto dragged in lulz.
yugo dragged in.
lol kena scolded by yama.
kento+fuma= <3333 style="width: 401px; height: 221px;" src="http://i550.photobucket.com/albums/ii423/x3yunnie/fumakento.png">
Yama "teaching" kento how to er, make fangirls shriek.
Kento :D
Lol lame again.
This pic abit scary la lol.
Chinen could use those portable fan and stop it with his mouth. Then he went to wack it at yuma so that he could stop it with his cheek. classic sia. i kept replaying rofl. jk.
what's yama doing O_O
that's all~
ごめんね Nah.Nah.Nah 愛じゃない
Baby love いいじゃない
Nah.Nah.Nah 夢じゃない
恋を止めないで~!
Gomen ne ~ Nah. Nah. Nah. Ai jya nai~
Baby Love ii jya nai
Nah. Nah. Nah yume jya nai
Koi o tomenaide~!
Sorry, Nah. Nah. Nah. It's not love
Baby love it's okay.
Nah. Nah. Nah. It's not a dream
Don't stop the romance.
Training my laoya reading.
Awesomest song~!
Wee~
SCREENSHOTS :B
Making of NYC
Omg *_* Kento~ Are you 3? xD
*cough*subs*says*all*
Sweet~ Lol yama was sleeping then chinen and yuma disiao him.
the wind chronicles start...
with kento& fuma both being very bored.
and they sing along while being blown...
sth like(minna ni issho kaze ni natte or sth? dunno)
hokuto dragged in lulz.
yugo dragged in.
lol kena scolded by yama.
kento+fuma= <3333 style="width: 401px; height: 221px;" src="http://i550.photobucket.com/albums/ii423/x3yunnie/fumakento.png">
Yama "teaching" kento how to er, make fangirls shriek.
Kento :D
Lol lame again.
This pic abit scary la lol.
Chinen could use those portable fan and stop it with his mouth. Then he went to wack it at yuma so that he could stop it with his cheek. classic sia. i kept replaying rofl. jk.
what's yama doing O_O
that's all~
what we could have been, 4:34 AM.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Here's the list of items i need get by latest october :(
Ranka:
Outfit, Necklace, Wig, Boots: Taobao
Contacts: Bigdollylenses
Eyelash: Girllashes
Keitai Plush: Make myself T.T
Ai-kun: Optional, either styrofoam or cloth.
DONATE TO MY FUNDS D:
Most prolly using cheapo makeup T.T
Ranka:
Outfit, Necklace, Wig, Boots: Taobao
Contacts: Bigdollylenses
Eyelash: Girllashes
Keitai Plush: Make myself T.T
Ai-kun: Optional, either styrofoam or cloth.
DONATE TO MY FUNDS D:
Most prolly using cheapo makeup T.T
what we could have been, 7:06 AM.
