Friday, January 29, 2010
「どうして 私じゃだめなの?」...
...「どうして こんなに好きなのに」
"Why am i useless? "
"Why do i still like it this way?"
I love Miliyah Kato's song. It just makes me cry...
i am disappointed, sad, depressed these days. i get mad easily, i cry easily. why do i cry more and more when i grow older? isn't it supposed to be opposite. i'm just too confused. school and family. why, why am i always treated not seriously. i can't stand it. i feel unwanted. i really do, even if it's a joke. i just take it too seriously, not that i'm petty. i want everything to go back to how it was. when i was going home, i saw a kindergarten boy, and how cheerful and close he was to his father, then i look at myself. why. why is it that this can no longer happen?
today was fun (: , i guess.
i was kind of late for school since my stomach was aching.
had phototaking. looked damn crapped up. seriously, every year also like that. sucks to have big face.
then had physics, miss ting was okay ba.
then history, kind of fun, and looking forward to next lesson since we'll be debating :D
cool! germany vs france for the war thing, im on the french side!
after that is english, didn't present today.
I CAN SOOOO READ HOW MANY SIBLINGS PEOPLE HAVE!
WOO ME!
after recess is chemistry!
i was like saying to caitlin," caitlin, you very cute! can i hug you?"
then i hugged her xD
she's sooo cute.
then she said i look fun. LOL FUN.
so i was like," Huh? fun? you mean sesame street kind of fun?"
and she said ya. LOL.
actually i don't know why i said sesame street hmm, maybe cos like half the characters smile retardedly.
chemistry did chromatography! :D my dyes all shoot up like fireworks, according to belinda.
then ce talk about chem SPA! haha, mr lim say until quite difficult yet easy to score!
i scared get olh! she catch skirtttt!!!
had 30mins before chinese!
the test is superrr easy! :D
and wtffff! mdm jiang going to retest the mingyanjingju! BUT I FORGOTTTTT EVERYTHINGGGG. anyway i got like 10/13, which is alr quite good! urgh!!!
anyway, go opposite eat. every friday also sameeee!
then rain, natalie xi sheng for us! walk in rain :O
then we went up!
sec 1s come alr, but pipa no sec 1s.
lian with mulaoshi group who tune always lower==
then jingxuan, me and zihui decided go staircase lian while elaine go classroom.
hah! zihui was like damn scared of ncc chionging up.
lian halfway(ok not really half YET), then saw marcus tan!
then say hi to him. then he went down and chat with me for awhile.
his cca like slack today cause games day! @@ in the past co got icebreaker de!
but now don't have. :( sad.
anyway, lian and jump about to the classroom. pretty slack hoho.
then see marcus again, then his arm is like brown with some disgusting thing, which he claims is human shit, but obviously is not.
turns out is some fermented stuff @@ eee.
it's part of their games. ours like, just go inside lian qin do nothing hur, cos like all the tanboyue is DSA de.
then jihe! i think cos we abit slack then mr ng set some rules ><" packed stuff and went homeeeeee with huixuan and belinda. we all bought ice cream ;3 then 101 come, i took it while huixuan go top up card. and saw puaysuan! homg! :O then she alight one stop before me! so shocked! cos like she alr change and bathe and i think she went for CO O_O anyway, reach home, mian dui my mother's lianse due to my 2nd sis. then cried due to somethings. hais. sian sian sian sian, this weekend will pass super fast. finally cutting my hair tomorrow! happy happy! :D
i was kind of late for school since my stomach was aching.
had phototaking. looked damn crapped up. seriously, every year also like that. sucks to have big face.
then had physics, miss ting was okay ba.
then history, kind of fun, and looking forward to next lesson since we'll be debating :D
cool! germany vs france for the war thing, im on the french side!
after that is english, didn't present today.
I CAN SOOOO READ HOW MANY SIBLINGS PEOPLE HAVE!
WOO ME!
after recess is chemistry!
i was like saying to caitlin," caitlin, you very cute! can i hug you?"
then i hugged her xD
she's sooo cute.
then she said i look fun. LOL FUN.
so i was like," Huh? fun? you mean sesame street kind of fun?"
and she said ya. LOL.
actually i don't know why i said sesame street hmm, maybe cos like half the characters smile retardedly.
chemistry did chromatography! :D my dyes all shoot up like fireworks, according to belinda.
then ce talk about chem SPA! haha, mr lim say until quite difficult yet easy to score!
i scared get olh! she catch skirtttt!!!
had 30mins before chinese!
the test is superrr easy! :D
and wtffff! mdm jiang going to retest the mingyanjingju! BUT I FORGOTTTTT EVERYTHINGGGG. anyway i got like 10/13, which is alr quite good! urgh!!!
anyway, go opposite eat. every friday also sameeee!
then rain, natalie xi sheng for us! walk in rain :O
then we went up!
sec 1s come alr, but pipa no sec 1s.
lian with mulaoshi group who tune always lower==
then jingxuan, me and zihui decided go staircase lian while elaine go classroom.
hah! zihui was like damn scared of ncc chionging up.
lian halfway(ok not really half YET), then saw marcus tan!
then say hi to him. then he went down and chat with me for awhile.
his cca like slack today cause games day! @@ in the past co got icebreaker de!
but now don't have. :( sad.
anyway, lian and jump about to the classroom. pretty slack hoho.
then see marcus again, then his arm is like brown with some disgusting thing, which he claims is human shit, but obviously is not.
turns out is some fermented stuff @@ eee.
it's part of their games. ours like, just go inside lian qin do nothing hur, cos like all the tanboyue is DSA de.
then jihe! i think cos we abit slack then mr ng set some rules ><" packed stuff and went homeeeeee with huixuan and belinda. we all bought ice cream ;3 then 101 come, i took it while huixuan go top up card. and saw puaysuan! homg! :O then she alight one stop before me! so shocked! cos like she alr change and bathe and i think she went for CO O_O anyway, reach home, mian dui my mother's lianse due to my 2nd sis. then cried due to somethings. hais. sian sian sian sian, this weekend will pass super fast. finally cutting my hair tomorrow! happy happy! :D
what we could have been, 4:32 AM.
Friday, January 22, 2010
the things that happened these few days were just beyond funny! but i shall talk about tooodayyyy!!!
bus-ed to school early :o chloe went to 7-11 while me and jingxuan walked to school.
flag raising, going rain! soooooo colddddddd! then went back up.
then mr lim show us the doodle for google thing! haha so lame!
finally, physics lesson but after waiting for 10mins, and mr ng ahem walking past, SHE NEVER COMEEE. we were all like," WOOO!"
Then class go paste the flag into shape of heart! WOO :D
Me, huixuan and wanda go toilet dance haha!
Wanda and I tried dance hot issue but i fail D: then we talk talk talk.
then go back in class and rot rot rot.
so fun! keep talking talking!
then history,a lot people sian. but i think mr hazry lessons are nice! he teaches super well, like that time my history quite pro HAHA LOL.
then english! e2 was super lateeeeeeeeeeee! after 20mins then they come like that! xiaoting never come :o so sara sat behind.
happy happy, my journal got A<3, compo got quite good:D
then reccess go buy some soup stuff cos suppperrrrrr coldddd.
after recess was chemistry. i chionged up laaa, for the like 3rd time this week!!!! cos keep going late.
then sat with huixuan, belinda, wanda and chloe.
they damn funny la! then belinda keep making noises.
then mr lim go disiao ahem. i never noticed until after the whole thing they say. hahhaa.
fun la! chem is always fun:D
after that ce, we do mostly the deco!
love friday much much cos so fast 12.50. BUT, GOT HCL!
omg, lucky no mingyanjingju test THANKS TO MINGHAN :D
or i'll dieeee.
After that we chiong opposite eat.
I was buying bubble tea and mdm jennifer ng, mrs raj and ms tan ghim hua were there! :o
i asked them whether they queuing ma, then after ms tan say no, i heard her say," so polite" to the teachers.
HAHA SO PAISEI COUGH COUGH.
then i walk away very happy lolololol.
by the time finish lunch, alr 2.40 liao! haha!
chiong to xiaozu.
finally finished the last few parts.
THAT NATALIE AR! tsk tsk, do maths supposed hand in at 5.30. now she dead le.
zihui damn funny. cos they all all lian at the staircase, then when ncc coming, yuxuan run after we went to toilet. then yuxuan was pointing out that zihui was like running. and she run is like, she leave the stuff still there haha!!! but she take the qin. then the ncc boys run and yuxuan was like acting as she is running. EPIC!
according to mrs lee, epic is the story which spans over generations. according to natalie, it's a story la. then after telling her what mrs lee said it was, she concluded that she meant legend. :o
finally co end. can goooo homeeee :DD
me and huixuan buy locker nv use. cos belinda need chase after her phone which was with jetaime. then we dun care about books xD
after that, saw 101 then run run run!
tsk, everyday also run after 101.
yay! looking forward to tmr with wanda :D BUY BUY LOTSA MAKEUP!!
bus-ed to school early :o chloe went to 7-11 while me and jingxuan walked to school.
flag raising, going rain! soooooo colddddddd! then went back up.
then mr lim show us the doodle for google thing! haha so lame!
finally, physics lesson but after waiting for 10mins, and mr ng ahem walking past, SHE NEVER COMEEE. we were all like," WOOO!"
Then class go paste the flag into shape of heart! WOO :D
Me, huixuan and wanda go toilet dance haha!
Wanda and I tried dance hot issue but i fail D: then we talk talk talk.
then go back in class and rot rot rot.
so fun! keep talking talking!
then history,a lot people sian. but i think mr hazry lessons are nice! he teaches super well, like that time my history quite pro HAHA LOL.
then english! e2 was super lateeeeeeeeeeee! after 20mins then they come like that! xiaoting never come :o so sara sat behind.
happy happy, my journal got A<3, compo got quite good:D
then reccess go buy some soup stuff cos suppperrrrrr coldddd.
after recess was chemistry. i chionged up laaa, for the like 3rd time this week!!!! cos keep going late.
then sat with huixuan, belinda, wanda and chloe.
they damn funny la! then belinda keep making noises.
then mr lim go disiao ahem. i never noticed until after the whole thing they say. hahhaa.
fun la! chem is always fun:D
after that ce, we do mostly the deco!
love friday much much cos so fast 12.50. BUT, GOT HCL!
omg, lucky no mingyanjingju test THANKS TO MINGHAN :D
or i'll dieeee.
After that we chiong opposite eat.
I was buying bubble tea and mdm jennifer ng, mrs raj and ms tan ghim hua were there! :o
i asked them whether they queuing ma, then after ms tan say no, i heard her say," so polite" to the teachers.
HAHA SO PAISEI COUGH COUGH.
then i walk away very happy lolololol.
by the time finish lunch, alr 2.40 liao! haha!
chiong to xiaozu.
finally finished the last few parts.
THAT NATALIE AR! tsk tsk, do maths supposed hand in at 5.30. now she dead le.
zihui damn funny. cos they all all lian at the staircase, then when ncc coming, yuxuan run after we went to toilet. then yuxuan was pointing out that zihui was like running. and she run is like, she leave the stuff still there haha!!! but she take the qin. then the ncc boys run and yuxuan was like acting as she is running. EPIC!
according to mrs lee, epic is the story which spans over generations. according to natalie, it's a story la. then after telling her what mrs lee said it was, she concluded that she meant legend. :o
finally co end. can goooo homeeee :DD
me and huixuan buy locker nv use. cos belinda need chase after her phone which was with jetaime. then we dun care about books xD
after that, saw 101 then run run run!
tsk, everyday also run after 101.
yay! looking forward to tmr with wanda :D BUY BUY LOTSA MAKEUP!!
what we could have been, 5:38 AM.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
hello people :D updating my blog that noone reads again!
homg, we have like a hell load of homework x_x even though there's parent's forum! wdf!!!
literature, e maths, english compo, english compre, amaths, physics ws, history essay. summore i haven't started on the hunted! and tomorrow got tingxie x_x! I finished my lit, compre and history only! currently having writer's block for compo! and e maths and a maths don't know how to do x_x!
anyway, yesterday was the very suckish parent's forum. damn boring like every year. me and adeline rot in toilet for around 5 minutes==
when it finally ended, went to play pingpong with jingxuan, huixuan and adeline. haha! i sucked at it! i thought i would be quite pro in it rofl. after that go macdonalds eat. i was the first one to eat cause' all of them didn't want to eat the breakfast x_x. after realizing there's no mcvalue, they go buy breakfast. i think mac's breakfast like way nicer than the lunch lor! kept playing with adeline's iphone xD after that bus-ed home.
went out at arnd 2 near 3+ and met jingxuan at hougang. then mrt to 313@somerset.
i paid half the price for jingxuan's kopi bean! see im like so awesome! :D
drank pure caramel! i love it much much much! but after the whole thing, you'll feel like super eurgh cause too sweet. then we walk walk until we drank finish. homg, action city sold that sotong octopus this ler! but damn expensive. it's like a sotong which can float and sink in a bottle. I was hoping they had harumika! D: Then went to the chio hello kitty shop beside it. But all the stuff damn ex, so never buy haha!
finally drink finish go uniqlo BUYBUYBUY!
Bought jeggings<3 in light blue(shiatty color to pei clothes, i wanted buy baby ORANGE AHHAHA) and some avex tshirt :D
The tshirt damn cheap! go shop in uniqlo now! everything damn cheap!
after that, went forever21, but nothing for me to buy. x_x
soon, it was 5.40pm++ then mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut to meet them.
so leng la! the guys talk to guys, girls talk to girls. ok at least i did talk to russell and desmond!
we ate at kfc, homg i keep eating these rubbish food BLAH!
russell claims he hadn't eaten kfc for a year! nowonder! D:
soon, it was time to go home. actually rly quite boring lor. i think if it's class chalet and stuff damn pucking funnnn!!! :D
tomorrow class deco! hope it's FUN FUN FUN!
homg, we have like a hell load of homework x_x even though there's parent's forum! wdf!!!
literature, e maths, english compo, english compre, amaths, physics ws, history essay. summore i haven't started on the hunted! and tomorrow got tingxie x_x! I finished my lit, compre and history only! currently having writer's block for compo! and e maths and a maths don't know how to do x_x!
anyway, yesterday was the very suckish parent's forum. damn boring like every year. me and adeline rot in toilet for around 5 minutes==
when it finally ended, went to play pingpong with jingxuan, huixuan and adeline. haha! i sucked at it! i thought i would be quite pro in it rofl. after that go macdonalds eat. i was the first one to eat cause' all of them didn't want to eat the breakfast x_x. after realizing there's no mcvalue, they go buy breakfast. i think mac's breakfast like way nicer than the lunch lor! kept playing with adeline's iphone xD after that bus-ed home.
went out at arnd 2 near 3+ and met jingxuan at hougang. then mrt to 313@somerset.
i paid half the price for jingxuan's kopi bean! see im like so awesome! :D
drank pure caramel! i love it much much much! but after the whole thing, you'll feel like super eurgh cause too sweet. then we walk walk until we drank finish. homg, action city sold that sotong octopus this ler! but damn expensive. it's like a sotong which can float and sink in a bottle. I was hoping they had harumika! D: Then went to the chio hello kitty shop beside it. But all the stuff damn ex, so never buy haha!
finally drink finish go uniqlo BUYBUYBUY!
Bought jeggings<3 in light blue(shiatty color to pei clothes, i wanted buy baby ORANGE AHHAHA) and some avex tshirt :D
The tshirt damn cheap! go shop in uniqlo now! everything damn cheap!
after that, went forever21, but nothing for me to buy. x_x
soon, it was 5.40pm++ then mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut to meet them.
so leng la! the guys talk to guys, girls talk to girls. ok at least i did talk to russell and desmond!
we ate at kfc, homg i keep eating these rubbish food BLAH!
russell claims he hadn't eaten kfc for a year! nowonder! D:
soon, it was time to go home. actually rly quite boring lor. i think if it's class chalet and stuff damn pucking funnnn!!! :D
tomorrow class deco! hope it's FUN FUN FUN!
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
hello people. apparently i'm finally blogging. and i'm lazy to post up about my thailand trip. urgh! i can't seem to force myself to update. anyway, noone reads it anyway. school has started. sucks right?
homg, first day was boring shiat. whole day in hall, nearly. and the school is getting moar and moar budget. when we first joined, we had air con. now it's like the gigantic fan that does nothing good. apparently my class only has like 9 guys and in the end the girls squeezed at the left side of the hall. after which, we finally moved and we are like overlapping the right side of the hall with the guys==
i felt that the secondary ones this year were perhaps more quiet? yea. speaking of quiet, 3e1 is super quiet. like, even quieter than 2e6. lol. and we have an awesome form teacher! mr christopher lim.
apparently he says he stalks blogs, so perhaps if he sees this, i get a better mark in chemistry? hahas!
we did some stupid ce stuff in class. until class finally ended. stomachache on first day, as expected.
second day of school was okay, with major stomachache again._.
literature is like zawesomeee! we got miss kaur. i didn't know she majored in shakespeare! wao!
we watched several clips. we are so lucky to get aircon room! shiok! :D while the geog students rot in the warm classroom.
we had a maths. homg, homework everyday. i sort of like it but it's a maths ._. blah, the homework for a maths is tedious. my sister can't even do it after claiming that she gets A1 for a maths everytime.
oh and our physics teacher is homg.
we are confirm going fail physics le. blah, planning go tuition soon. And i realized i can't even sit still to listen to my sister talk. apparently she isn't willing to help anyway. lunched with samantha, jingxuan at opposite :3
third day of school, i was absent. i woke up at the normal time for school and apparently, i felt in too much pain and decided to not go. my stomachache is crazy. one day i must go for a full checkup. no way can it be hurting so much everytime right!? then slept till 9am cause' my mum woke me up== since she needs to change the bedsheets. argh! then 10+ am went to polyclinic. reached at around 11am and we waited for more than 2hours! LIKE WTF!? my sister who accompanied me was apparently mad. I was the 2nd last patient. And i went in and everything was done within 5minutes! After we went out, we were of course, angry. Then, we still had to go to pharmacy and stuff. and i waited for like 2 minutes before realizing i needed to get a queue ticket for pharmacy== then after so long, we were actually supposed to meet my mum at amk. apparently, she couldn't wait so long and she takeaway the food. blah! and i napped in the afternoon and woke up to consume my medication. chionged a maths homework at night and i don't know how to do majority. sheesh! then went to sleep.
fourth day of school, today.
yesh! one moar day! but tomorrow there's co. i hope xulaoshi doesn't test us, i haven't been lianing qin and jingxuan told me that the speed for lianxiqu is like super fast to me. homg. @@
today came to school, having stomachache again. APPARENTLY IT'S NOT GOING AWAY LIKE PUUUCKK! homg, physics for first two periods can kill you. but luckily i could absorb and tried to listen to miss ting. she goes through quite slow. too slow, in fact, for me. but at least i tried to pay attention and could get what she was saying. michael low didn't come again. wao. after that was a maths. homg, i could die just from listening. i was going to panic for not knowing so much things, and huixuan was abit pissed off at me. homg, i never come one day everything don't know how to do. after that was english. mrs elizabeth lee is nice. haha, she was like explaining loads of stuff to the china people. i was abit puzzled to why she asked the china scholars to give out the scripts LOL. and when the class ended, she said," thank you class" and before everyone stood up, the china scholars already finished thanking her and i was apparently like,"wdf?" And btw, i sat like in the first row! wao! guai student! :D i'm so going to get A1 for english this year! WOO. Recess after that. Homg, there was so many people that i had to resort to eating from the drinks stall. after tedious lessons and the super cold weather which killed me and caused me even more discomfort, school finally ended. went to look for jianglaoshi to hand in my awesome piece of chinese holiday homework which has the cover page that looks like a kid's drawing ;D then i was calling out mrs lee at the office, realizing after which miss tan told me she was a hod and in the hod room OTL I hesistated and in the end didn't call her in the hod room cause' apparently it's too scary. And i even like said," ezizibeth lee" at the office communication thing. Hokays, gtgD: dinnertime!
homg, first day was boring shiat. whole day in hall, nearly. and the school is getting moar and moar budget. when we first joined, we had air con. now it's like the gigantic fan that does nothing good. apparently my class only has like 9 guys and in the end the girls squeezed at the left side of the hall. after which, we finally moved and we are like overlapping the right side of the hall with the guys==
i felt that the secondary ones this year were perhaps more quiet? yea. speaking of quiet, 3e1 is super quiet. like, even quieter than 2e6. lol. and we have an awesome form teacher! mr christopher lim.
we did some stupid ce stuff in class. until class finally ended. stomachache on first day, as expected.
second day of school was okay, with major stomachache again._.
literature is like zawesomeee! we got miss kaur. i didn't know she majored in shakespeare! wao!
we watched several clips. we are so lucky to get aircon room! shiok! :D while the geog students rot in the warm classroom.
we had a maths. homg, homework everyday. i sort of like it but it's a maths ._. blah, the homework for a maths is tedious. my sister can't even do it after claiming that she gets A1 for a maths everytime.
oh and our physics teacher is homg.
we are confirm going fail physics le. blah, planning go tuition soon. And i realized i can't even sit still to listen to my sister talk. apparently she isn't willing to help anyway. lunched with samantha, jingxuan at opposite :3
third day of school, i was absent. i woke up at the normal time for school and apparently, i felt in too much pain and decided to not go. my stomachache is crazy. one day i must go for a full checkup. no way can it be hurting so much everytime right!? then slept till 9am cause' my mum woke me up== since she needs to change the bedsheets. argh! then 10+ am went to polyclinic. reached at around 11am and we waited for more than 2hours! LIKE WTF!? my sister who accompanied me was apparently mad. I was the 2nd last patient. And i went in and everything was done within 5minutes! After we went out, we were of course, angry. Then, we still had to go to pharmacy and stuff. and i waited for like 2 minutes before realizing i needed to get a queue ticket for pharmacy== then after so long, we were actually supposed to meet my mum at amk. apparently, she couldn't wait so long and she takeaway the food. blah! and i napped in the afternoon and woke up to consume my medication. chionged a maths homework at night and i don't know how to do majority. sheesh! then went to sleep.
fourth day of school, today.
yesh! one moar day! but tomorrow there's co. i hope xulaoshi doesn't test us, i haven't been lianing qin and jingxuan told me that the speed for lianxiqu is like super fast to me. homg. @@
today came to school, having stomachache again. APPARENTLY IT'S NOT GOING AWAY LIKE PUUUCKK! homg, physics for first two periods can kill you. but luckily i could absorb and tried to listen to miss ting. she goes through quite slow. too slow, in fact, for me. but at least i tried to pay attention and could get what she was saying. michael low didn't come again. wao. after that was a maths. homg, i could die just from listening. i was going to panic for not knowing so much things, and huixuan was abit pissed off at me. homg, i never come one day everything don't know how to do. after that was english. mrs elizabeth lee is nice. haha, she was like explaining loads of stuff to the china people. i was abit puzzled to why she asked the china scholars to give out the scripts LOL. and when the class ended, she said," thank you class" and before everyone stood up, the china scholars already finished thanking her and i was apparently like,"wdf?" And btw, i sat like in the first row! wao! guai student! :D i'm so going to get A1 for english this year! WOO. Recess after that. Homg, there was so many people that i had to resort to eating from the drinks stall. after tedious lessons and the super cold weather which killed me and caused me even more discomfort, school finally ended. went to look for jianglaoshi to hand in my awesome piece of chinese holiday homework which has the cover page that looks like a kid's drawing ;D then i was calling out mrs lee at the office, realizing after which miss tan told me she was a hod and in the hod room OTL I hesistated and in the end didn't call her in the hod room cause' apparently it's too scary. And i even like said," ezizibeth lee" at the office communication thing. Hokays, gtgD: dinnertime!
what we could have been, 1:54 AM.
