Thursday, July 3, 2008
Wtf.
i'm so muddleheaded.
and this world kind of sucks.
today started as a day with PE,
taking of weight.
sheesh i gain weight i think.
and my height somehow increased.
thn when going change that time i stupidly left my skirt in class and had my uniform only.
so i changed to uniform with PE shorts and thn ran back to class.
._.
cause' class was locked.
anyway we left our bags in class during lunch to find out stuff has been moved and etc.
thn cannot go back to class coz got gce o lvl.
zzz.
thn my stuff all ok except student organizer.
thn i pei cherrine thy all find their stuff.
im so pissed off k.
i forgot my student organizer and remembered it was under my table.
Like fuck, people took it and flipped through it and read it.
i doodle alot.
really really alot.
and they are like quick doodles.
well, i'm supposed to say i don't give a damn and don't care about these people.
but it's all a fake front.
i do care.
alot.
like, beolin told me she heard someone say my doodles suck.
for that i don't really care that much but i do hurt.
cause' i drew those for fun and well,
if i did put my heart into everything to draw a beautiful beautiful picture,
what's the use of SKETCH paper.
All the drawings inside had no pencil marks.
And i'm more angry at the fact they took it and noone stopped flipping.
well seriously, i can say very truthfully that i would somehow stop people from looking at people's stuff.
seriously.
like my name was like at the front page.
and they still flip for what?
want find my name?
hello, you guys are a group of people.
don't tell me you are blind and can't see my not so beautiful name.
i do know that some people are a bit more sarcastic.
like debbie.
ok fine i'm naming people.
debbie say my student organizer de front page pic.
i really took it as a nothing matter.
cause' i do know her personality.
somehow, the group of bitches had to show everyone.
haha my handbook very nice right?
i'm so honoured.
ok fine, i draw like a crap 3 year old girl.
But did i draw it for like a national competition?
oh no.
did i draw it to show every single person?
oh no.
but thanks for fulfilling the last question anyway.
because' i drew it for pleasure.
like i know my handbook is fucking disgusting cause' it's super tattered.
I can't keep handbooks nicely.
Since primary 1.
Well, it's a habit somehow.
Oh and i like to write crap everywhere in my handbook, cannot ar?
i sort of care lesser for people who "criticized" my drawing.
Cause if you look from a different angle,
they are the victim sometimes.
well, it hurts them too.
however, ironic is that they may not be able to draw that well.
but some shit people has to kick you in the ass like that,
criticizing and jus flipping and flipping through the book.
im not going to blame my good friends who look at it,
although they didn't do anything.
cause' it's my fault.
so don't buay song just cause' of this line.
cherrine is probably a very very good friend.
she was there for me just now.
thanks so much.
i can see that jasmine is a very good friend too, but she is very sarcastic. I don't really mind sarcasm.
Maybe just a frown or stare.
Mostly i don't.
Well, when i lost my watch,
i scolded weixin when she smiled at me.
i practically scolded every single one.
i don't deny i'm a selfish and stingy freak.
and i bitch alot.
but i can still laugh at myself less than a week ago for demanding 55cents from samantha.
and i can still say it now.
what's there to feel embarrassed for.
it was in the past.
so what if you don't feel happy now.
it's over.
and it's ironic that i'm pointing to myself.
well, i'm going to care alot and somehow get a new daily planner.
p.s. this post is full of bitch and sarcasm added into it.
i'm so muddleheaded.
and this world kind of sucks.
today started as a day with PE,
taking of weight.
sheesh i gain weight i think.
and my height somehow increased.
thn when going change that time i stupidly left my skirt in class and had my uniform only.
so i changed to uniform with PE shorts and thn ran back to class.
._.
cause' class was locked.
anyway we left our bags in class during lunch to find out stuff has been moved and etc.
thn cannot go back to class coz got gce o lvl.
zzz.
thn my stuff all ok except student organizer.
thn i pei cherrine thy all find their stuff.
im so pissed off k.
i forgot my student organizer and remembered it was under my table.
Like fuck, people took it and flipped through it and read it.
i doodle alot.
really really alot.
and they are like quick doodles.
well, i'm supposed to say i don't give a damn and don't care about these people.
but it's all a fake front.
i do care.
alot.
like, beolin told me she heard someone say my doodles suck.
for that i don't really care that much but i do hurt.
cause' i drew those for fun and well,
if i did put my heart into everything to draw a beautiful beautiful picture,
what's the use of SKETCH paper.
All the drawings inside had no pencil marks.
And i'm more angry at the fact they took it and noone stopped flipping.
well seriously, i can say very truthfully that i would somehow stop people from looking at people's stuff.
seriously.
like my name was like at the front page.
and they still flip for what?
want find my name?
hello, you guys are a group of people.
don't tell me you are blind and can't see my not so beautiful name.
i do know that some people are a bit more sarcastic.
like debbie.
ok fine i'm naming people.
debbie say my student organizer de front page pic.
i really took it as a nothing matter.
cause' i do know her personality.
somehow, the group of bitches had to show everyone.
haha my handbook very nice right?
i'm so honoured.
ok fine, i draw like a crap 3 year old girl.
But did i draw it for like a national competition?
oh no.
did i draw it to show every single person?
oh no.
but thanks for fulfilling the last question anyway.
because' i drew it for pleasure.
like i know my handbook is fucking disgusting cause' it's super tattered.
I can't keep handbooks nicely.
Since primary 1.
Well, it's a habit somehow.
Oh and i like to write crap everywhere in my handbook, cannot ar?
i sort of care lesser for people who "criticized" my drawing.
Cause if you look from a different angle,
they are the victim sometimes.
well, it hurts them too.
however, ironic is that they may not be able to draw that well.
but some shit people has to kick you in the ass like that,
criticizing and jus flipping and flipping through the book.
im not going to blame my good friends who look at it,
although they didn't do anything.
cause' it's my fault.
so don't buay song just cause' of this line.
cherrine is probably a very very good friend.
she was there for me just now.
thanks so much.
i can see that jasmine is a very good friend too, but she is very sarcastic. I don't really mind sarcasm.
Maybe just a frown or stare.
Mostly i don't.
Well, when i lost my watch,
i scolded weixin when she smiled at me.
i practically scolded every single one.
i don't deny i'm a selfish and stingy freak.
and i bitch alot.
but i can still laugh at myself less than a week ago for demanding 55cents from samantha.
and i can still say it now.
what's there to feel embarrassed for.
it was in the past.
so what if you don't feel happy now.
it's over.
and it's ironic that i'm pointing to myself.
well, i'm going to care alot and somehow get a new daily planner.
p.s. this post is full of bitch and sarcasm added into it.
what we could have been, 5:13 AM.
